We were both giddy the night before. This morning we had reserved excitement as we drove one final time. Once we arrived we were calm and relaxed.
After was another story. Kyle handed me the card that described our embryos. In the space after "number remaining in storage" was a zero. Kyle wrapped his arms around me as I wept. It hit me hard it was over. I think my tears were a combination of relief and immense sadness. The nurse came in a few minutes later and gave me a squeeze before leaving me to regain my composure. The peace I felt yesterday slowly returned as I thought about the embryos not only surviving the thaw but dividing beautifully. I pray they continue to grow and implant by Thursday.We brought a lucky charm with us. I found the lucky turtle in a boutique and gave it to Kyle since he likes his turtles. He had it in his pocket in the OR and I held it from the time I was back in the recovery room until the time I climbed into bed to start my bed rest.
Implantation should happen by Thursday, possibly Friday. We pray our beautiful embryos are here to stay for the next 9 months.
