2 days to go

Two days left and I'm full of fear. I want the wait to be over, but I'm afraid of what the outcome might be. I've definitely had symptoms over the past week, but it's been so long since we've tried, I can't remember if I've felt like this before. Even though Fertility Friend says I can test on Wednesday, I might wait for several more days, maybe even a month. According to FF, "if" I were pregnant, the due date would be December 24th. What a gift that would be!