Moving forward

Things are gradually starting to improve following the after-Christmas situation. We are trying to move forward and create better memories in the New Year. The upcoming IUI is just around the corner and we are both eager to give it another try. It's been a long time since the FET in August and we've been patiently waiting for the opportunity to try again. Something tells me it's finally going to be our chance! I'm trying very hard to not let the negative thoughts interfere with all the good ones. 2010 has to be our year!

And with the New Year we have a clean slate; a chance to start fresh. We're erasing all the crap that's occurred in the past, especially last year. In doing that, we're also removing the toxic people in our lives that have contributed to the pain. No one will ever understand our situation, nor do we expect them to. But we hoped they would accept our reasons for attempting to preserve our self-sanity. Instead we received constant criticism of our actions and feelings. Their own twisted ideas about life shaped their opinions and limited their views. We pity those who live such a close-minded self absorbed existence and welcome the opportunity to remove them from our life. Good riddance!